du schreist hilfe mit deinem blut, obwohl es immer wieder weh tut.

du suchst den regenbogen.
er liegt tot vor dir, am boden.
er hat solang es ging gestrahlt, nur für dich.

if your heart is broken, no one can see. 
so you cut yourself, to show the world, that you're not okay. 
that all these smiles on your face are fake. 
and that all the times you said "i'm fine.", you lied. 
you want someone, who sees your scars. and your pain. 
and all these cuts every evening, safe you from going insane. 
they safe you from taking a gun and shoot in your face.